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Vous noterez la durée (01:15:31s), le titre (How To Overcome Masturbation // Break Soul Ties // Regain Your Self Worth), et les commentaires ajoutés par l’auteur :« Dans cet épisode, Sheeba s’ouvre sur son parcours de la façon dont elle a commencé à se masturber quand elle était enfant, partage ce qui l’a découvert, explique comment la fornication est venue en conséquence – elle donne en outre de nombreux conseils sur la parentalité intentionnelle en utilisant son expérience de la façon dont elle a obtenu dans ce vice sans que les parents le sachent. Elle parle en outre de la vérité dans la surmonter la masturbation, la rupture des liens de l’âme, la culpabilité et bien plus encore. N’hésitez pas à laisser vos pensées dans la section des commentaires. #ChristianParenting #podcast #talkshow ».

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Comprendre la masturbation : un défi pour transformer votre sexualité

Pour de nombreuses personnes, hommes et femmes confondus, mettre fin à la masturbation peut représenter un véritable défi. Si cette activité est souvent vue comme une pratique saine et normale pour mieux comprendre sa sexualité, elle peut toutefois devenir problématique lorsqu’elle prend une place compulsive et empiète sur d’autres sphères de la vie, comme le travail ou la santé mentale.

Formuler une stratégie pour arrêter

Suggérer un plan d’action pour éviter les rechutes

• Désactiver les accès aux contenus pornographiques : Utilisez des outils de contrôle parental ou des bloqueurs de sites.
• Structurer vos journées : Créez une routine quotidienne avec des activités précises à accomplir.

Mettre en avant des stratégies efficaces pour contrôler cette pratique

• Repérer les éléments déclencheurs : Notez ce qui vous incite à avoir envie.
• Se fixer des objectifs précis : Engagez-vous dans des stratégies progressives ou suivez le mouvement « nofap » pour une abstinence totale.
• Analyser les déclencheurs : Soyez attentif à ce qui provoque ce besoin.

Insister sur le rôle essentiel du soutien de la communauté

• Discuter avec un sexologue : Un expert en la matière pourra vous aider à avancer. (notamment ce site français chasteté.fr)
• Participer à des groupes de soutien : Partager ses progrès aide à maintenir la motivation.

Comprendre les motifs derrière la croissance de cette pratique

Analyser l’impact de la solitude et du désir

La solitude et l’insatisfaction dans les relations ou la vie personnelle sont également des facteurs contribuant à cette pratique.

Évoquer les facteurs mentaux et affectifs

L’anxiété, le stress ou un vide dans d’autres aspects de la vie peuvent engendrer cette pratique excessive.

Étudier l’influence de la pornographie sur les comportements individuels

La pornographie est un facteur influent. Elle augmente fréquemment le désir de se masturber et peut transformer la perception de la sexualité.

Décrypter les dimensions de la dépendance à la masturbation et ses répercussions

Faire le point sur la masturbation et les habitudes qui y sont liées

Pratique sexuelle commune, la masturbation est reconnue pour ses effets positifs, notamment sur le stress et la conscience corporelle. Mais en cas d’excès, elle peut s’avérer problématique.

Reconnaître les signes d’une addiction naissante

La dépendance à la masturbation peut se traduire par une fréquence croissante et une difficulté à limiter l’activité, ce qui peut entraîner des problèmes dans la vie intime et affective.

Observer les influences sur le bien-être physique et mental

La consommation habituelle de pornographie, couplée à l’addiction à la masturbation, crée une stimulation continue du système dopaminergique, pouvant engendrer des troubles comme l’éjaculation précoce, une fatigue générale ou une insatisfaction sexuelle.

Mesurer l’impact d’un sevrage complet

Faire ressortir le chemin qui mène à un bonheur stable

Réduire la dépendance peut offrir des avantages à long terme dans les aspects personnels, professionnels et sociaux.

Expliquer l’amélioration progressive de la santé mentale

Arrêter cette pratique conduit fréquemment à plus d’énergie, une humeur plus positive et une meilleure capacité de concentration.

Exposer les améliorations dans la communication avec autrui

Les liens avec un partenaire se renforcent, créant une meilleure connexion émotionnelle et physique.

En somme

Cesser la masturbation instinctive est un processus lent mais réalisable. Un plan structuré et un soutien adapté permettent de surmonter ce challenge et d’atteindre une vie plus équilibrée, pleine d’objectifs plus enrichissants.

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Retranscription des paroles de la vidéo: when I realized that it manifested was when I was in P2 I got to know that it was called masturbation I think when I had reached high school so me I was doing something and I didn’t know what it was yeah every time I’m telling you this is the truth God is my witness every time I would watch anything that has any sexual sin or any sexual you’re not act or what I would get stimulated music and movies are spiritual I masturbated when everyone was in the living room and no one ever I hated myself but I would live in denial I would find ways of making sure that I don’t feel bad about what I’m doing so I would always be in an environment where people make it look okay I can sit here and even don’t know that I masturbate so the fact that I’m giving you a perfect picture yet it’s a lie that is how I start now lying in other in fact for that masturbate it’s natural for them to lie because they’re living because they are living alive already there is something about the word of God I promise you I kid you not you know when the Bible says that the anointing breaks the Yoke um that anointing is the word of God there is something about the word of God that yes [Music] laughs hi guys welcome to today’s episode where we are talking about a topic that is uncomfortable okay but the reason we’re talking about it is because of the discomfort it comes with and that is masturbation masturbation according to the survey carried out by The kensington’s Institute of research in sex gender and reproduction it found out that 40 percent of men and 30 percent of women in relationships masturbate and that 90 percent of men of all ages must a bit regularly so it means it’s more common in men than women in Uganda the topic of masturbation is never brought up it’s more of a secret battle that happens in the lives of many young men and young women and today we just want to dive into that and um kind of understand the whys and the house of overcoming such a battle the truth of the matter is that it’s a battle there’s nobody who does it and they’ll comfortably tell you that they are happy about it but for some reason there’s no power no strength to stop now today we just want to help maybe somebody who could be struggling and also create a balance of what actually works and what doesn’t work when it comes to overcoming such and even more sexual vices and I’m privileged to have a sit down with a one Shiba who has decided to power out her life live like an open book for you to learn for you to hear her and um hear how she battled with the same and how she actually overcame yeah so I I want you to really um don’t be so biased because this this conversation is gonna be so balanced so don’t be so biased be open-minded and let’s just talk yeah if you know anybody that could be struggling I mean this could be something that will help them so please join me as we welcome Sheba mojere Hi how are you I’m okay good to hug you thank you how are you I’m good energetic you really look like you’re already this morning I also pray that I was like you know what good I’m so ready for this show and I just pray that you’ll be open share your experience share your life and how possible overcoming such advice can be yeah yeah and briefly before we go in the discussion who is Shiba yeah I’m a Believer in Christ yeah I’m a Child of God yeah I come from a family of four yeah my parents are amazing parents missile Stephen and Jen mukisha yeah I’m the last born yeah yeah I’m a baby of the house yeah so yeah um I’m a minister at my church I’m not youth minister at my church yeah I uh part of what I do I’m an event host yeah a TV radio presenter a commercial model voiceover artist yeah those are things that bring in that money yes yeah I hear you so briefly that’s it that’s amazing yeah that’s amazing no um I just want us to go in the conversation yeah and this is a conversation that you know many times people time it as sacred scene secreting is something you do without anybody and you like it’s between you and you between yourself if there is a third person I don’t know but usually that’s the perception yeah that nobody knows about this I’m doing it alone nobody knows it so yeah so it being secretive comes with a lot of not being open about sharing it so why do you find it easy to open up because when I contacted you were like yeah sure sure why why you soar excited to talk about it and maybe passionate as well to talk about it well for starters it’s not easy yeah talking about this yeah because of what happens after I talk about it personally I’ve always been scared to speak about it because the fact that I’m a youth minister at my church you know like there are people that look at me and think that if I have everything all together I’ve had the perfect life yeah so at some point even my own parents my own family the fact that it was a secret thing is like I cannot let anybody ever find out about this even if I’ve been delivered how do I even start so for me the devil had lied to me that the fact that God had delivered me from this Vice yeah even speaking about it or testifying about it I would feel ashamed I would feel guilty but then I remember the very first time when I openly shared about it and it was just a little Glimpse I didn’t go deep into the story like how we are going to talk about it today but it was just a simple Glimpse and I remember when I was sharing me I didn’t have a problem after I went off stage this was a church yeah in my head was like they just do why did I even save these yeah I’m not ready I’m not ready for what is going to come yeah after this yeah and then I went back home that’s what my dad was giving me this look of yeah that was in the church no he was watching on TV because I came out and spoke about this I think either in 2018 or 2019 in one of our youth services yeah so I remember my parents were like [Music] there was that they couldn’t say it but you could feel the energy you could feel the vibe that they are giving you their name yeah I can’t believe yeah this is my own child that was doing this right under my nose yeah you know yeah so and then there was also this thing of uh you know we live in a world where the judgment is so right on like people can judge you immediately yeah anymore you know I’m a youth minister or is Jolly happy you know they’re seeing me on TV single hearing neon radio seeing me on billboards what was like how can she how you know but then I remember when I was when I was feeling bad because I was feeling bad about sharing this but then in my head I was like you know what this is not about me yeah this is about God really this is about God yeah and I remember those days I used to actually try to figure out who has ever come out speaking about this thing [Music] I would go on YouTube all they would just say is things that you’re not supposed to do to avoid Master masturbation but no one was I didn’t see anyone that was coming out and saying I went through this I survived this I got delivered I didn’t see that yeah so I was like you know what if I’m the first person let me be the first let me just pour out my story out there so that’s someone who is out there maybe 25 years from now because there’s nothing new Under the Sun sure they’ll be able to work they’ll be able to have a prototype on YouTube where they can be able to be like oh actually I’m not alone yeah and there is nothing new Under the Sun so yeah if she was able to you know get delivered out of this and stay focused then I can too so for me it was more of why I find it so easy is because my perspective changed that is not about me it’s about showing the power of God that is available to break every yoke yeah well that’s very powerful already so I want us to just go straight from the beginning of it how did it all start and at what point do you feel this Vice started to creep in yeah wow so yeah so shockingly uh this Vice as long as I can remember it could have even started way before yeah but how we when I realized that it manifested it was when I was in P2 now yeah Peak to primary two okay primary two so by the time it manifests that means there was maybe years back that it had already said that maybe it would have set it in P1 a mindset change and everything and then everything comes out in P2 so that was that is when it started and every time that I say this people are like let me try to shop they’re like eh you see the same reaction you’ve given me you’re like oh yeah yeah so young but yeah and the thing is that in pit to me I didn’t even know what masturbation was yeah I got to know that it was called masturbation I think when I had reached high school so me I was doing something and I didn’t know what it was yeah so it started from P2 and um it kept on growing the more that I agreed kept on growing and for me in order for that habit to start it started when I used to OverWatch you know at a young age your mind it’s like your brain is an empty hard drive when you’re young yes so whatever the world is feeding you you’re downloading on that empty hard drive which is your mindset yeah and as a child I was downloading everything I was watching in the movies everything I was watching on TV in the music videos on TV literally you get but at the same time thank God for my parents because my parents were like you know what Shiba let us take you to church so by then I used to be in the Anglican Church of Uganda Church of Uganda I used to sing in the choir what what what what but when it came to downloading what is inside here because now I was curious I was curious I was like okay I’m saying this mouth touching this mouth what is that I didn’t know that it’s called kissing so I became more Curious so whatever was watching it’s downloading whatever I was hearing I is downloading and I think that’s something sure you’re forgetting you should yeah and I think that’s something we need to learn even just like as parents you know sometimes we leave TV yeah like a child just watches TV any channel the remote is in their hand they just change it to the channel they feel is but hearing that that child’s mind is downloading everything that is I think it calls for parents yeah a little bit more cautious yeah and regulate actually yeah yeah true and the funny thing is that even it’s even worse because these days I see kids with tabs they are on tabs the smartphones and they are literally going through YouTube and parents find it cool yeah they find it cool like I need to get my childhood yeah but that’s that’s dangerous that’s very dangerous so now in that era there wasn’t like Instagram yet Facebook yeah the only Instagram and Facebook was television sure and there was this specific there’s a specific Channel That’s Channel would play from midnight 12 am to the next 12 a.m the whole 24 hours music nothing else music and I remember I used to watch because my parents used to go to work so when I come back at school I find the TV there oh let me also watch I watched I’m like okay so subconsciously yeah I’m downloading something and it might not affect me that same day yeah but it has already gone in my one system yeah true so the fact that it has gone in my system when I watch it again I won’t be so bothered I want to watch again I want to watch again okay okay there is more there is more there is more so that’s how that Vice started creeping in bigger and bigger but the funny thing to make things worse is that there was a specific song music music and movies are spiritual we shouldn’t take that thing for granted yeah I know like we say you guys are so spiritual life is spiritual it is it is spiritual and that is not a religious statement that is a fact yeah because I came to a realization that life is so spiritual because as a young kid I would sit I won’t even I can’t even mention the name of the person but this is a very famous singer and she’s a lady yeah and a lot of people out there worship her yeah she’s very good she has a nice vocals and everything but I remember as a young kid when I was Seated on that TV and I would sit that specific song the song was so sexual [Music] the words themselves were very sexual yeah the way she was dancing was so sexual yeah I’m a girl I’m looking at this I’m hearing the weather section I’m seeing the words what what I’m watching on TV is also sexual then I’m seeing her make moves this was like this was like it’s not porn but it wants to be like porn but they’re not making it obvious at its porn yeah I don’t know if you get the point you know yeah because as a young kid I’m not supposed to be looking at what you’re supposed to be doing private with your husband on that music that that’s private that’s intimacy why are you putting it on the screen so as a young kid I’m seeing this every time I used to watch that video I would get enticed because now I started I felt like I had a desire to do what I’m seeing what you’re watching yeah but then for some reason I was like but I can’t do it with a guy because I had that fear is that which class is that still primary primary lower like yeah I think like primary three now hmm so I was like I can’t do it with that guy because first of all I had that conscious because people were used to oversee this the senior ladies at her school there was AIDS there was cheap they would rape kids which those things so they would tell us you know make sure you do not uh uh indulge in any sexuality because you will get eight or you’ll become pregnant if it imagine I’ve not even accepted my periods but someone is telling me I’ll get pregnant when I have sex with a guy yeah those are the city I like this the people in schools who are giving words sexual advice so those are the things that I knew yeah so I was like you know what I had that fear already I can’t indulge with a what a guy yeah so what do I do now let me imagine yeah kids have this thing of imaginary friends kids do not have a problem with playing by themselves if you’ve noticed because now their mind for them they have that imagination kids with imagination it’s a huge thing yeah that’s why I think the devil attacks kids he doesn’t attack grown-ups it starts from he starts from the childhood when they are kids because he knows their imagination is strong their belief system in their imagination is strong so they never attacked my imagination because I was the kind of person who would imagine a lord I would imagine I’m playing with someone and I would play alone I would enjoy my what your life my life I alone I didn’t have to have friends I would find all ways of enjoying myself the devil attacked that and then I started imagining someone and the funny thing is that this person would be a grown-up because of what I watched on what on TV [Music] so I would want to do what I’m what what you’re watching yeah and that’s how the habits [Music] time I’m telling you this is the truth God is my witness every time I would watch anything that has any sexual sin or any sexual you know act or what [Music] I would get stimulated at a young age yeah yeah I remember I remember there was a time when you know never underestimate children children are so creative that’s the thing that yeah I know when I’m a parent [Music] I’m going to watch over my kid with God because I know the things that I did I masturbated when everyone was in the living room and no one ever knew how that’s where I’m coming I’m bringing the tea bringing the tea girl please so these things of playing you know you’re playing you say that you’re a young kid you have your car on house you want to do your own house you know you have your car kitchen they are what what sir already my siblings and my parents were used to the fact that I’m a child but I remember that day I was watched us from watching that music that same song there was that specific song that I would watch and every day they had to play it and that’s funny yeah and that was the channel that played in yeah yeah so I remember I got a blanket so this is there is this thing that we used to do in high school it was cold you get like a careless in the dormitories they are decades yes so you would put the list with them the light shouldn’t come in you know what yeah yeah so that’s the same thing that I did when I was young put the chair there and put the blanket over the what the chair so that it would could create that Tamed Vibe yeah so do I just look at me they’re like she’s playing her own things so in my head I was like let me make it obvious that I’m what I’m saying so I first made it obvious that I’m playing my things I’m cooking what what what those Mama Natata things which should be cheap I enter he did the ACT came back out continued what I was doing and no one yet if one was inside watching TV watching imagine yeah I’m sharing this story maybe to help parents yeah and to help people who are going to be future parents yeah I think actually that it helps parents more a lot yeah because you do not know never underestimate your child do not underestimate your child be like ah she’s playing live huh do not underestimate your child she likes making tents yeah but you do not know what is happening in the tent let us buy them blocks exactly they will make houses big houses so I became more creative yeah and funny thing is that deep within me even as at a young age I knew that what I was doing was no trade yeah yeah I knew I couldn’t explain it but deep down in me I was like that’s not it I was like let me just do it because I even didn’t know what I was doing yeah hi Mary Richard primary gets done 57 gets done I’m in my vacation High School comes another story hey High School comes I’m excited the chest is growing I’ve gotten hips puberty has knocked adolescence has knocked you know you’re excited vacation you’ve been watching all the movies of high school you know School Musical high school music or what what you’re like I’m going to experience high school now High School High School is a different stage now yeah because now that is the most sensitive stage because now that is the teenager yeah so now I think that have experienced when I was in primary I’m like now here I think I have license there are some things that I can allow can have a boyfriend I can kiss you because that’s what the movies have shown that’s okay you know yeah as long as you don’t have sex you can hug him you know the things that the world has made acceptable yeah so I was like okay and when I reached there when I reached High School from one form two that is when I know that this is what they call Mr be sure oh the what yeah because now [Music] we are those ones for them they already knew what it was even when they were in primary probably because they had influence because of their big brothers or big sisters so most of them would be like no you know masturbation masturbation is okay super masturbation has no problem it’s a normal thing sure as long you see they have an advantages because number one you don’t get pregnant number two you get satisfied number three you don’t get AIDS so it’s it’s very good it’s very good and then the other thing is that you get experience so that by the time you get married you’re not a Kachi Church usually that’s the trick I think it also works with the primarito say fornication that no just just trust by the time you get married you’re not a boring boring spouse that’s a lie so ah that is how the influence the environment these things strong yeah and uh still deep down within me because I was raised also in the church that consciousness of me saying that this is not right because what am I hiding if it’s if it’s really okay why am I hiding yeah but I got to that point when I was in high school so now this is where the thing is that when I was in high school because I was always busy I didn’t have time true masturbate that thing always used to happen either when I’m in holidays when I’m chilling or what or when the environment is like safe for me like there is no one around that is when that habit would come and I wasn’t because in high school I’m in boarding section I’m not so much of a person that watches what TV yeah so when you come back in Holiday the screen is there full time and I remember I told you the more I used to watch things that my used to work to get stimulated and now from the music videos movies these days you do not have to go to a porn site to look for porn pornography is in movies now yeah you will see someone literally having sex naked in a movie [Music] and some of these movies are played on National Television where again it is people think that maybe kids be sleeping but there is a TV station that I remember I watched a movie and I was like oh my God I just what yeah how can you allow how can you allow this this and moreover it wasn’t even between sex between man and woman it was between men and men a sex scene or national television in the middle of the night [Music] so I got scared I was like wow now there is someone out there who is watching this and they are being programmed so high school laptops were there I would watch any kind of movie you know some of these movies I even didn’t know they have that yeah and the church was very quiet because we weren’t saying anything about sex education the people who are actually saying about six other perverted people the movies are the ones that are teaching us about sex they’re teaching us that fornication is okay they’re teaching us that homosexuality is normal they’re teaching us that kissing is normal they’re teaching us that masturbation is a normal thing that is why I had no problem with doing what I was doing because someone was teaching me it wasn’t my parents and it was in the church there are people that God actually trusts to teach us about his products because sex is of god true sex education is supposed to start from the home itself but how do I start telling my my dad or my mum Daddy tell me about sex [Music] it’s weird that’s a very especially African parents that’s a very uncomfortable they don’t go there they don’t go there yet it is supposed to be that way true and if it’s stuck if you’re a parent and you’re talking you’re talking to your child about sex you’re supposed to tell them about God’s perspective about sex I agree yeah so for me no one was telling me that Samia was like whoever talks the loudest is the one I’m going with that’s usually the inclination it’s a many people exactly because TVs always volunteer yeah information internet is always volunteering a device are we even actually read um before the show I read that certain research where a doctor was actually saying that masturbation is good imagine it’s healthy something like like it like there’s something there’s a word he used that helps the body to do something I was like okay but this is information that is out there yeah but the biblical perspective to sex is not out there so anybody who lands on this fast on that research first might be living because it’s what they they’ve seen first for us we say what why because we have a church perspective we have God’s mind regarding it but many don’t so I really agree with you and I think it’s just a reminder even to us like church or parents to find balance regarding that actually one of the reasons as to why I find easy to share about these stories because I’m going to give birth to a daughter and a son yeah whether I’m around or not around yeah whenever they go on YouTube or whatever technology will be there they will find this story and they will know yeah because the world out there has given you see that devil is financing lies he has no problem with financing lies he will finance the lie because it’s the chief Liars deceiver yeah and that is what the world is what believing even people in the church they are struggling with this thing yeah people in marriages they are struggling with the same issue but if you trust everything it all goes back to when they were young that’s what shall Drive downloaded especially masturbation yeah especially masturbation either when they were teenagers or when they were still toddlers you know it’s so it’s so so unbelievable yeah but yeah it’s true it’s true me I’m speaking out of experience I hear you so you need to continue on the point of a teenage beach secondary school so you finish secondary school so I finished secondary school but by the time I finish something goes had coming now it was not only masturbation yeah fornication [Music] because remember I told you when I was in primary I had that fear of I can’t indulge with a guy yeah because you know because I’ll get pregnant and I’ll get AIDS and I’m still young yeah so let me wait when I move what age High School kicks in senior three senior for senior five senior six I get her boyfriend Fred boyfriends I get boyfriends you know so in my head I was like now the person had an imaginary guy now I have another guy so why don’t I transfer that knowledge that I got of masturbating into now my high school what time and I was like let me do this physical and see yeah and that is how the fornication gender so started yeah so now the thing with masturbation is already you feel bad about yourself that one has its own effects yeah now fornication it also has its own what effects I hated myself I hated myself but I would live in denial I would find something you know that thing that says that misery wants company I would find ways of making sure that I don’t feel bad about what I’m doing so I would always be in an environment where people make it look okay so that you don’t feel sorry I don’t feel guilty but I remember that guilt right now I have realized that that guilt was a holy spirit leading know that she but this is not who you are this is not the life I want for you yeah but then because of that Miser because of that scene I was like let me watch a movie to make sure that I feel I don’t feel guilty I don’t feel condemned and what and what other people were doing it and your consoled I wanted that environment to suit the corruption I do so fornications that’s accepted feeling but and really myself worth had reduced because this thing whether I like it or not it affects your self-worth yeah it affects your academics my parents I was I was supposed to be chopped in senior three because I used to I used to read I used to read but I think this thing matches it is a psychological issue it also affects you mentally your brain capacity is low because now you can’t think for yourself you can’t even control yourself yeah so that thing it’s psychological and mentally affects your brain capacity your focus it affects you so it affected my grades I believe I was even supposed to perform better in my form four but because of that issue those are one of my regrets but I can’t change that past yeah you get yeah form six reaches because now you’re in fornication and you’re in masturbation at the same time you can’t even focus yeah and the thing about masturbation and fornication is that these things there are so many things that follow because now you’re very good at lying because first of all I must a person at masturbates is a very good liar do you know how I can sit here and even don’t know that I masturbate those are the first class Hypocrites you will ever find yeah because it’s secret it’s secret so someone will show you a picture a perfect picture of who they are and that is a lie already but it’s them who know but it’s them who knows so they have to keep sustaining that lie with other lines yeah so the fact that I’m giving you a perfect picture yet it’s a lie that is how I start now lying in other in fact for that masturbate it’s natural for them to lie because they’re living because they are living a lie already yeah you get that point I do then you start envying people this thing opens those to so many things so many things [Music] and that is how my life got disorganized yet I used to be in the church you grew up in the church I grew up in the African church but nobody nobody knew and you are still okay going you’re still okay going back but then at the same time in fact when I was in high school I wanted to break this thing but I did not know how now I want us to go to that point which was actually your Turning Point I want us to talk about um how you finally overcame especially on the how yes hey it’s also hello I should get ready yeah get ready for that tea yes because it’s a journey it is it’s a journey the thing about this spirit because it’s a Spirit by the way yeah the thing about this spirit is that it first keeps quiet and you think it’s no longer there it might take one year masturbated yeah four months and you think I’m okay I’m good I too wonder when it comes back and comes back harder it’s like an addiction it’s like a relapse yeah it’s the same thing because you are addicted to an imagination that is not even there addicted to our life you’re addicted to a lie so I remember there were days when I would be like Nando’s I would even watch movies and I would be like ah you’re not moved I’m not moved I’m like I’m fine yeah foreign be like whatever you don’t see me and nothing has happened yeah but literally did I know that that was a seed that I was sowing the next year to come because whenever like it would keep quiet maybe like after a month even if I watched the movie and I’m not touched the next time that I do that acts you remember what was it I remember what was in the other movie that movie that I just watched previously yeah so for me it was a roller coaster Because deep down I was like you know what I shouldn’t I should I shouldn’t be doing this I reached a point where God had opened my eyes to see what this thing was doing yeah I was tired of the fornication I was tired of feeling that I was feeling because this thing brings shame on you it makes you feel bad about yourself it makes you hate who you are it makes you get angry at yourself um it makes you hate who you are and once you hate who you are you will if you do not love yourself you won’t even you will never receive the love of God you will never even give that love to other people because you already hate yourself yeah yeah so I reached a point where I was like God you need to help me yeah when I said that I didn’t allow God to help me I now started the self-righteous program where I was like you know what now according to my understanding this thing comes when I am this and this and this so when another feeling comes I’m going to take a cold shower actually that’s what they call self-help I don’t know you’ve heard people who say that um like like men who are like addicted to alcohol addicted to women that if you feel that just go to the gym do an activity that makes your mind not think about it the problem with you that you think about it once you think about it you give room to your mind then that thought comes so what you do you go jogging yeah if jogging doesn’t work for you that’s so true like there’s so many self-help programs there’s so many people that have tried and they are tired yeah they go swimming come back come out of the pool sit there as they are sitting then a woman passes they’re like you know whatever and remember now you’re you’re your friend you’re like and then surprisingly once you go like to gyms like Kampala gyms no it’s even worse because even in the Jews people sometimes go there and then somebody’s telling you you go to the gym distract your mind and then there’s this woman who has come on uh that treadmill and it’s just anger she looks good she has a nice figure and the way she has dressed dressed ah and then I think also women have learned the art of dressing up for gyms and you’re like you yep is this what is going to help me yeah yeah so take us through yourself righteousness Journey so I did was called shower things then number two they don’t work by the way number today even wasn’t things because now your paws are open so your blood is everywhere so you want now the sharing has not worked now number two Let Me Be Clever whenever this thing comes make yourself busy what makes me busy when the when the feeling comes I’m going to do housework [Music] bro Now call a housework yeah after finishing now call the housework after finishing I would be tired I would sleep I would wake up I would then watch a movie in the night when I’m tired and boom comes back so I tried everything even this thing was where you go to a person a pastor prays for you that’s one I would pray but you wouldn’t even know what she’s praying for so in my head I’m like God this better work this better work and funny thing is that probably it worked but I wasn’t guided on how to maintain what you had received the Deliverance I was supposed to receive yeah because after praying it’s now like connected it’s not like after vomiting yeah then you go back and suck the vomit back that is what I was doing after being prayed for and then I still go back to the same thing that stimulates me that is what I was doing yeah so it’s like God was like finish everything when you’re done I believe God was just there sitting looking at me I was like let her finish all her self-righteous programs yeah then I will step in yeah let her finish all of them I finished all of them by the time I finished all of them I was like I think I think this is ah this is another line the Devil comes and tells you [ __ ] but you’ve done everything you could you have done everything you could [Music] you’ve done everything you could even God sees that you’ve got everything you you could yeah things can’t they are not working it’s just not working it’s just Who You Are I’ve been telling you this is a normal thing so just chill Plus it’s not like you’re going to die now you know it’s not like God is going to love you less a devil nonsense rubbish and I started believing that yeah so why the devil was trying to do he was trying to make me give up the desire to get help to get help yes and the thing is that the most beautiful thing what I thank my parents for and this is what parents should also learn once you train up a child in the will of God no matter how stupid they become it’s a temporary situation as long as you’ve trained them in the way they should go even if they go this other way they’ll find themselves coming back yeah yeah that that’s them that’s the best gift my parents have given me they trained me up not in the church but in the way of God those are two different things yes we need to be clear Yeah by giving me that freedom to go to church they put that they instilled in me that thing of Shiba Saba even when it was during family time they would tell me ah even if you’re young even if you’re the last boy today the one praying for us I know like they would train me yeah so that was a seed that they were sowing because they didn’t know the attack that was coming in my life later on yeah and I believe that was the seed that used to keep on pushing me and telling me Shiba don’t give up on yourself yeah don’t give up on yourself I would find myself watching someone’s on LTV and I would be like but I need I deserve a better life I want to be happy I don’t want to be ashamed of myself I don’t want to do this and this and this until I was like God if you do not help me no one else is going to help me and God was like yes finally without surrendered how long after how long yeah because man I mean that’s a truth yeah surrender but sometimes you surrendered after 30. after 50 years because you have yourself righteous program yeah so I remember it was one night I remember this night oh my God so there was this revival it was called a 77 days of Glory oh I used to watch it I used to watch it I used to go to church and everything but there was this one specific night I didn’t go to church but I stayed in the room I sit in the living room and I was watching now those Services were so powerful that that service was at 7 00 pm and it would end like at 4 3 A.M yeah and that service I slept cocorito I woke up when I woke up there was this lady who had come she was sewing Baba TV and then she told pasta she was like pasta I have an issue she was a prostitute [Music] and she was like I am tired of prostitution I wanted to be born again they was like okay the the service shifted it shifted I remember I was in the chair it was at around midnight yes I was the only one in the living room and for some reason I woke up Randy fresh saying that too low so I watched that service they prayed for the lady and immediately Pastor was like now if you’re here and you have any issue with sexual perversion doesn’t matter what issue it is one people were like there were a few people that came that person said it the second time he said if you don’t use this opportunity right now the devil is going to disturb you for the rest of your life some of you this is the only opportunity to have because you don’t know what is going to happen tomorrow I was shocked because I was like hey I thought I was the only one so there are people that had insists people would have sex with their God spiritual husbands the perversion the immorality having sex with your cousin with your with your mother the incess that was there fornication adultery prostitution pornography concerning sexual immorality half of the church was in front half [Music] and most of these people funny thing they were my age but most of them were adults I was shocked I was like I thought I was the only one and I remember Pastor said your private parts you’re going to renounce this spirit with your own lips told them everyone touch touch your chest touch here everyone in charge even told he was like namaba today therefore you have no authority over this is the temp of the Holy Spirit he told us to say those things to make a confession yeah then after I started praying so he was like even those of you who are watching on TV say these things what what when I he prayed for better the things that manifested that day I was scared but then in my head I was like I also need this I also need this maybe this is my time so I remember I touched the TV the screen and I was like God I might not be there but my faith is in you God if you do not do if you do not deliver me from this good spirits yeah you’re going to asham your name I remember even used the word walai I was like voila you’re going to assume your name you’re the only one I have please deliver me I didn’t throw myself so that demons manifest out of me no [Music] all I had was my faith [Music] safety all I had was my faith and Pastor prayed by a service sad but while if this thing doesn’t work there is nobody there even if it doesn’t work there is no God in heaven and after there are other people that now came to testify um they bought witchcraft so then I switched off the TV and I went back and slipped I went to my room and slept uh how long number seven months to realize that I’m walking [Music] seven months to realize that I’m fine you actually realized you didn’t learn this okay yes it did it date then I remember my sister she’s a Holy Spirit-filled believer hmm choose to overput LTV so that is when I got to know of a woman called Joyce Meyer yeah so I started watching Joyce Meyer then they used to put um that uh that same program on the Ministries TV yeah where I pray from yeah and I used to watch I used to watch her so she’s to testify about her left and I’m like eh hey and she used to over talk about she’s more of a person that talks about like she’s very practical yeah with living the Christian Life yeah very practical give you steps see I remember that’s when I got interest in reading now I usually just not read the word because of stories or what what but I would read the word as okay I need to renew my mind that’s how I get it started getting familiar with the scriptures scriptures and what and what and what and I remember there was a program of hers no it was actually a TBN program and they had invited her and she had a couple of other ladies yeah the ladies were telling they were sharing their stories they were like you know the best way is not just reading the Bible but studying the Bible renew your mind make sure you no longer go through this if you want to have a change you have to do things that you have never done if it means fasting fast if it means pray you pray if it means reading the word if you want the results that you want you have to do something you have never done and do not give up keep on doing it yeah keep on doing it so slowly by slowly that’s when I started reading the word I used to listen to someone’s I used to be picky with the kind of movies I used to watch yeah I totally cut off secular music it was a desire yeah I had died it had died and that’s the point of transformation because if the desire is still there and once you watch you don’t feel remorse yeah I think that’s the issue that needs to be addressed yeah so I was also careful with the kind of friends that I had but I also used to pray I used to tell God I’m like God I do not have control people they are over my friends but if there is anyone around me that does not honor you remove them and you would find I would fight I will just find a couple of girls they’re so talking to me we have not colored we have not done what we have just stopped talking there was no connection anymore that God does that yeah in a different seasons so basically for me that was that is the time I will never forget that night it’s so amazing how one night one night she just delivered changed the trajectory yeah of your life and I think it’s it’s very important that we don’t take sometimes certain nights certain services and you know for granted because God can visit you anytime imagine that day you are sleeping in mind imagine you see but God always makes a way that you don’t miss your your breakthrough so I want you to look in the camera and speak to a lady or a man who is struggling with masturbation before we close wow [Music] okay uh I’m not going to say like a lot of I’m not going to give you like direct steps this is what you need to do this is what you need to do then after you do this then after you do this there’s no such thing yeah but I’m going to tell you that there is something about the word of God I promise you I kid you not you know when the Bible says that the anointing breaks the Yoke um that anointing is the word of God there is something about the word of God that breaks breaks everything yes every year yes yes whether you like it or not everything that I am today and I am becoming is because of the word of God yes yes there is nothing I’m going to tell you Mania first seven days prayer seven times a day the word of God if you don’t have that because now the Bible tells us that [Music] we are a product of our thoughts whatever a man thinking in his heart so is he yeah whatever you think you will become so if you think about what the word of God says you will become what the word of God says yeah and the fact that masturbation you see this sexual perversion thing it all starts in the mind sure that’s why when Jesus came Jesus said Elder is not the issue start with the thoughts yeah once you look and think of a lady in a lustful way you’ve already committed adultery even before you do it physically yeah yeah so Jesus was telling us the issue is not the act the issue is where the ACT sources from it starts from your thinking yes before you do something you think about it yes that’s why God tells you if you want to have a new life you have to renew your mind on a daily basis through the word of through the word of God it’s the one that renews because the world out there you need to understand the world out there has its own theologies it has its own things that it has made okay but all of them are lies if they do not obey the word of God sure sure there are a couple of scriptures in the word of God there is this scripture that I recently wrote down and you’re going to see that it is true yeah so it is in Luke chapter 11 verse 34. it says no one lights a lamp and then hides it or puts it under a basket instead a lot is placed on a stand where its light can be seen by all who enter the house yeah Jesus continues and says your eye is like a lamp that provides light to your body yes when your eye is healthy your whole body is filled with light when your eye is unhealthy your body is filled with Darkness how was I able to get this thing of masturbation is when I started seeing what I was seeing on TV my eyes was downloading Darkness yes my body yes [Music] that’s why Jesus tells you if your eye causes you to seed remove it what is telling you if it is that TV or that specific station that is making you download things the vehicle yeah masturbation thrives through environment It’s Like A Parasite it’s like a bacteria or a virus if you sanitize your hands that thing has to die now look at the word of God as a sanitizer it breaks that environment yeah yeah just like a fish needs water to survive should meet perversion to survive the word of God that’s why the word of God is the one that kills every wrong environment yeah because it renews your mind and then your mind is is shaped by the word exactly which is the point we’re trying to say exactly that once it changes your perspective your mind gets renewed and you realize that everything you had downloaded even way back starts to be washed away washed away washed away then you you now start to become like a vessel that is empty and the word of God starts to feel you afresh afresh and you become a completely new past person you know God never wastes anything it’s funny how we do the physical things yeah but God uses anything now let’s give this example let’s say if I get a Flash and a flash has a lot of garbage let’s say the flash has a lot of porn a lot of sexual songs yeah what do I do I go I delete everything from that flash I formatted I clean it yeah yeah that is what Jesus did he cleaned us removed all that dirt yeah and he made you empty of sin yes now that flash would be useless if it’s empty because they’re flush its function is to download what and to keep stuff data so that flash has to have something on it buying it yes to help it function its purpose yeah so what do I do I go get that data that is useful and for me and put it on the what the flash actually you know Shiba recently I met a lady who was asking me that how come like every time she’s prayed for she gets delivered and then goes away then sometimes like so she was tired of being prayed for all the time and then something manifests yeah she was like sometimes I get so irritated now I no longer go to event to be prayed for I no longer go to church because I feel embarrassed I’m like the moment they start to pray I might you get and and you know the analog you’ve just explained for me explains it because if you’re delivered today and Your Vessel becomes empty the flush becomes empty and it’s not filled with the word of God actually the scriptures say that that thing that went out of them others you see and come back if you go back again after six months to be prayed for now they’ll be multiplied yeah and that was an issue because I mean she could go to church so casually like whenever she feels like after so many months and she had that same Mission we’re trying to be like you know you have to feel your heart you have to feel your mind with a word of God so that the vessel is filled when those things come back they’ll find you occupied yeah and maybe the last thing that I want us to talk about is the application because now the question there especially with many young people is how to keep their mind focused because now they know what they need to do what they what they need to fill their mind with but the question is is um how how do I actually feel my heart with the word of God yeah well the thing is that you do not have to wait for a pastor teach you about the word of God yeah much as it’s also it’s important so yeah do it on a personal basis true because the thing is about these sexual things this sexual perversion you didn’t have to have someone to teach you I don’t know if it makes sense it does like already something is already teaching you the internet is teaching you the what is teaching you and then you’re getting it and then you execute executing it and the mother you do it the devil uses the same principles the more you do it the more better you become you become a pro so now it’s the same thing with God you might not be a person that can read like four scriptures a day but start with one just start and this internet has made things very easy here there is a lot there is a lot of material on this phone that you can get yeah you can’t go to a hospital you have a headache and you’re telling them to give you medicine for the liver that is what we do I cannot be having issues with sexual perversion and then I go to the Bible reading scriptures [Laughter] the things we do you need to deal with the actual issue yeah yeah the thing that you see why the devil is thriving is that we are living in denial and the Bible says much as the word of God is the power of God it’s a sword it hurts yes it hurts it’s painful but then medicine hurts to to when they’re injecting in you it’s not it’s not a thing that you enjoy yeah when you’re taking bitter medicine panado it’s not something that is sweet that you can chew but it’s what can heal you so it’s the same thing with the word of God young people especially young people we need to understand that the word of God is not a religious book life yes it self it is not a book of religion it’s life do not approach the word of God as a religious person approach the word of God because that is your life the word of God is the one that created you and whatever creates you sustains you people need to understand the value of the word of God yeah young people you need to understand the value of the word of God doesn’t call you stupid he doesn’t call you foolish he doesn’t call you all those bad things and call you God doesn’t call you you’re homosexual you are gay he doesn’t call you those things he calls you his righteousness there are so many the Bible even says there are precious thoughts about you they outweigh the grains of the sand but how will you know those things if you do not read and study and don’t just read study yes get a notebook huh get your internet go scriptures about avoiding masturbation they are there they are there they are there on Google listen to someone’s listen to powerful preachers don’t wait for people to sit in order to tell you what to do yeah the holy spirit is there he is your number one teacher number two avoid your friends that talk about the same thing because the Bible says that Bad Company corrupts what good character the truth is that you might stating are you okay are you reading the word everything but you have to be careful with your environment if you do not change your environment you will still be addicted to that thing yeah whether it’s the kind of movies that you watch you have to be picky the kind of movies that you watch the kind of friends that you hang out the kind of songs that you listen to those things play a huge part they play a huge part surround yourself with people that know the word of God that teach the word of God this is why I have a problem with people say um yeah I left church ah I don’t trust you if you left church yeah yeah be under covering the word of God will because they know there are some things there are some spirits that maybe the perversion Spirit they come through generational curses but it will take the word of God the knowledge of God and the power of God to break those jokes there are some things that just come because it’s just a habit because of your friends are doing it and once you cut off their friends you’re you’re okay yeah so we need to be very Vigilant with our hand I cannot oversize by emphasize it’s all clear thank you so much for sharing I feel like this came with a whole package of experience a whole package of the transformation journey and really how to help anybody struggling and that’s why this talk show is here yeah so leading people to the word of God for me that is it because it’s the word of God that that makes us new beings I feel like leading people to the word of God is the number one um solution to any addiction and the truth is that we usually want to to spice it up something smarter yeah yeah you know you can you can do therapists you can do swimming you can do this and all those are good we are not really like disqualifying them but we’re telling you something that is a ton or something that will stay even when other things have failed so thank you so much this was um both a transformative Journey but also came along with many many ways on how somebody can actually be delivered yeah so thank you thank you thank you I don’t know if you have anything else to say but I want us to close here yeah I’m good I would want to encourage him um everybody who has watched us to go in our comment section let us know what you think about such an episode if you have a story or you feel there’s something you’ve let go in our comment section and share please share share this with anybody you feel could be struggling share it mostly with young people and some old people we are just here on groups and stuff and then I spread the knowledge okay so thank you very much till next time bye-bye foreign [Music] .

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0 when I realized that it manifested was
0 when I was in P2 I got to know that it
0 was called masturbation I think when I
0 had reached high school so me I was
0 doing something and I didn&;t know what
0 it was yeah every time
0 I&;m telling you this is the truth God is
0 my witness
0 every time I would watch anything
0 that has any sexual sin
0 or any sexual you&;re not act or what I
0 would get stimulated music and movies
0 are spiritual
0 I masturbated when everyone was in the
0 living room and no one ever I hated
0 myself
0 but I would live in denial I would find
0 ways of making sure that I don&;t feel
0 bad about what I&;m doing so I would
0 always be in an environment where people
0 make it look okay
0 I can sit here and even don&;t know that
0 I masturbate so the fact that I&;m giving
0 you a perfect picture
0 yet it&;s a lie
0 that is how I start now lying in other
0 in fact for that masturbate it&;s natural
0 for them to lie
0 because they&;re living because they are
0 living alive already there is something
0 about the word of God
0 I promise you
0 I kid you not
0 you know when the Bible says that the
0 anointing breaks the Yoke
0 um
0 that anointing is the word of God there
0 is something about the word of God that
0 yes
0 [Music]
0 laughs
0 hi guys welcome to today&;s episode where
0 we are talking about a topic that is
0 uncomfortable
0 okay but the reason we&;re talking about
0 it is because of the discomfort it comes
0 with and that is masturbation
0 masturbation according to the survey
0 carried out by The kensington&;s
0 Institute of research in sex gender and
0 reproduction it found out that 40
0 percent of men and 30 percent of women
0 in relationships masturbate and that 90
0 percent of men of all ages must a bit
0 regularly so it means it&;s more common
0 in men than women in Uganda the topic of
0 masturbation is never brought up it&;s
0 more of a secret battle that happens in
0 the lives of many young men and young
0 women and today we just want to dive
0 into that and um
0 kind of understand the whys and the
0 house of overcoming such a battle the
0 truth of the matter is that it&;s a
0 battle there&;s nobody who does it and
0 they&;ll comfortably tell you that they
0 are happy about it but for some reason
0 there&;s no power no strength to stop now
0 today we just want to help maybe
0 somebody who could be struggling and
0 also create a balance of what actually
0 works and what doesn&;t work when it
0 comes to overcoming such and even more
0 sexual vices and I&;m privileged to have
0 a sit down with a one Shiba
0 who has decided to power out her life
0 live like an open book
0 for you to learn for you to hear her and
0 um hear how she battled with the same
0 and how she actually
0 overcame yeah so I I want you to really
0 um don&;t be so biased because this this
0 conversation is gonna be so balanced so
0 don&;t be so biased be open-minded and
0 let&;s just talk yeah if you know anybody
0 that could be struggling I mean this
0 could be something that will help them
0 so please join me as we welcome Sheba
0 mojere
0 Hi how are you I&;m okay good to hug you
0 thank you how are you I&;m good energetic
0 you really look like you&;re already this
0 morning I also pray that I was like you
0 know what good I&;m so ready for this
0 show and I just pray that you&;ll be open
0 share your experience share your life
0 and
0 how possible overcoming such advice can
0 be yeah yeah and briefly before we go in
0 the discussion who is Shiba
0 yeah I&;m a Believer in Christ yeah I&;m a
0 Child of God yeah I come from a family
0 of four yeah my parents are amazing
0 parents missile Stephen and Jen mukisha
0 yeah
0 I&;m the last born yeah yeah I&;m a baby
0 of the house yeah so yeah
0 um I&;m a minister at my church I&;m not
0 youth minister at my church yeah I uh
0 part of what I do I&;m an event host yeah
0 a TV radio presenter a commercial model
0 voiceover artist yeah those are things
0 that bring in that money
0 yes yeah I hear you so briefly that&;s it
0 that&;s amazing yeah that&;s amazing no
0 um I just want us to go in the
0 conversation yeah
0 and this is a conversation that you know
0 many times people time it as sacred
0 scene
0 secreting is something you do without
0 anybody and you like it&;s between you
0 and you between yourself
0 if there is a third person I don&;t know
0 but usually that&;s the perception yeah
0 that nobody knows about this I&;m doing
0 it alone nobody knows it so
0 yeah so it being secretive comes with a
0 lot of
0 not being open about sharing it so why
0 do you find it easy to open up because
0 when I contacted you were like yeah sure
0 sure
0 why why you soar excited to talk about
0 it and maybe passionate as well to talk
0 about it well for starters it&;s not easy
0 yeah talking about this yeah because of
0 what happens
0 after I talk about it personally I&;ve
0 always been scared to speak about it
0 because the fact that I&;m a youth
0 minister at my church you know like
0 there are people that look at me and
0 think that if I have everything all
0 together I&;ve had the perfect life yeah
0 so at some point
0 even my own parents my own family the
0 fact that it was a secret thing is like
0 I cannot let anybody ever find out about
0 this even if I&;ve been delivered how do
0 I even start so for me the devil had
0 lied to me that the fact that God had
0 delivered
0 me from this Vice yeah even speaking
0 about it or testifying about it I would
0 feel ashamed I would feel guilty but
0 then I remember the very first time when
0 I openly shared about it and it was just
0 a little Glimpse I didn&;t go deep into
0 the story like how we are going to talk
0 about it today but it was just a simple
0 Glimpse and I remember
0 when I was sharing me I didn&;t have a
0 problem
0 after I went off stage this was a church
0 yeah in my head was like
0 they just do why did I even save these
0 yeah I&;m not ready I&;m not ready for
0 what is going to come yeah after this
0 yeah and then I went back home
0 that&;s what my dad was giving me this
0 look of yeah that was in the church no
0 he was watching on TV
0 because I came out and spoke about this
0 I think either in 2018 or 2019 in one of
0 our youth services yeah so I remember my
0 parents were like
0 [Music]
0 there was that they couldn&;t say it but
0 you could feel the energy you could feel
0 the vibe that they are giving you their
0 name yeah I can&;t believe yeah this is
0 my own child that was doing this right
0 under my nose yeah you know yeah so and
0 then there was also this thing of uh you
0 know we live in a world where
0 the judgment is so right on like people
0 can judge you immediately yeah anymore
0 you know I&;m a youth minister or is
0 Jolly happy you know they&;re seeing me
0 on TV single hearing neon radio seeing
0 me on billboards what was like how can
0 she how you know but then I remember
0 when I was when I was feeling bad
0 because I was feeling bad about sharing
0 this but then in my head I was like you
0 know what this is not about me yeah this
0 is about God really this is about God
0 yeah and I remember those days I used to
0 actually try to figure out who has ever
0 come out speaking about this thing
0 [Music]
0 I would go on YouTube all they would
0 just say is things that you&;re not
0 supposed to do to avoid Master
0 masturbation but no one was I didn&;t see
0 anyone that was coming out and saying I
0 went through this I survived this I got
0 delivered I didn&;t see that yeah so I
0 was like you know what
0 if I&;m the first person let me be the
0 first
0 let me just pour out my story out there
0 so that&;s someone who is out there maybe
0 25 years from now because there&;s
0 nothing new Under the Sun sure they&;ll
0 be able to work they&;ll be able to have
0 a prototype on YouTube where they can be
0 able to be like oh actually I&;m not
0 alone yeah and there is nothing new
0 Under the Sun so yeah if she was able to
0 you know get delivered out of this and
0 stay focused then I can too so for me it
0 was more of why I find it so easy
0 is because my perspective changed that
0 is not about me it&;s about showing the
0 power of God
0 that is available to break every yoke
0 yeah well that&;s very powerful already
0 so I want us to just go straight from
0 the beginning of it how did it all start
0 and at what point do you feel
0 this Vice started to creep in yeah wow
0 so
0 yeah so shockingly
0 uh this Vice as long as I can remember
0 it could have even started way before
0 yeah but how we when I realized that it
0 manifested it was when I was in P2 now
0 yeah Peak to primary two
0 okay primary two so by the time it
0 manifests that means there was
0 maybe years back that it had already
0 said that maybe it would have set it in
0 P1 a mindset change and everything and
0 then everything comes out in P2
0 so that was that is when it started and
0 every time that I say this people are
0 like let me try to shop they&;re like eh
0 you see the same reaction you&;ve given
0 me you&;re like oh yeah
0 yeah so young but yeah and the thing is
0 that in pit to me I didn&;t even know
0 what masturbation was yeah I got to know
0 that it was called masturbation I think
0 when I had reached high school so me I
0 was doing something and I didn&;t know
0 what it was yeah
0 so it started from P2 and um
0 it kept on growing the more that I
0 agreed kept on growing and for me in
0 order for that habit to start it started
0 when I used to OverWatch you know at a
0 young age
0 your mind it&;s like your brain is an
0 empty hard drive
0 when you&;re young yes so whatever the
0 world is feeding you you&;re downloading
0 on that empty hard drive which is your
0 mindset yeah and as a child I was
0 downloading everything I was watching in
0 the movies
0 everything I was watching on TV in the
0 music videos on TV literally
0 you get but at the same time
0 thank God for my parents because my
0 parents were like you know what Shiba
0 let us take you to church so by then I
0 used to be in the Anglican Church of
0 Uganda Church of Uganda I used to sing
0 in the choir what what what what but
0 when it came to downloading what is
0 inside here because now I was curious I
0 was curious I was like
0 okay I&;m saying this mouth touching this
0 mouth what is that
0 I didn&;t know that it&;s called kissing
0 so I became more Curious so whatever was
0 watching
0 it&;s downloading whatever I was hearing
0 I is downloading and I think that&;s
0 something sure you&;re forgetting you
0 should yeah and I think that&;s something
0 we need to learn even just like as
0 parents you know sometimes we leave TV
0 yeah like a child just watches TV any
0 channel the remote is in their hand they
0 just change it to the channel they feel
0 is but hearing that that child&;s mind is
0 downloading everything that is I think
0 it calls for parents yeah a little bit
0 more cautious yeah and regulate actually
0 yeah yeah true and the funny thing is
0 that even it&;s even worse because these
0 days I see kids with tabs they are on
0 tabs the smartphones and they are
0 literally going through YouTube and
0 parents find it cool yeah they find it
0 cool like I need to get my childhood
0 yeah but that&;s that&;s dangerous that&;s
0 very dangerous
0 so now in that era there wasn&;t like
0 Instagram yet Facebook yeah the only
0 Instagram and Facebook was television
0 sure and there was this specific
0 there&;s a specific Channel
0 That&;s Channel
0 would play from midnight 12 am to the
0 next 12 a.m the whole 24 hours music
0 nothing else
0 music
0 and I remember
0 I used to watch because my parents used
0 to go to work so when I come back at
0 school I find the TV there oh let me
0 also watch I watched I&;m like okay so
0 subconsciously yeah
0 I&;m downloading something
0 and it might not affect me that same day
0 yeah but it has already gone in my one
0 system yeah true so the fact that it has
0 gone in my system when I watch it again
0 I won&;t be so bothered I want to watch
0 again I want to watch again okay okay
0 there is more there is more there is
0 more so that&;s how that Vice started
0 creeping in bigger and bigger but the
0 funny thing to make things worse is that
0 there was a specific song
0 music music and movies are spiritual
0 we shouldn&;t take that thing for granted
0 yeah I know like
0 we say you guys are so spiritual life is
0 spiritual it is it is spiritual and that
0 is not a religious statement that is a
0 fact yeah
0 because I came to a realization that
0 life is so spiritual because as a young
0 kid
0 I would sit I won&;t even I can&;t even
0 mention the name of the person but this
0 is a very famous singer
0 and she&;s a lady yeah and a lot of
0 people out there worship her yeah
0 she&;s very good she has a nice vocals
0 and everything
0 but I remember as a young kid when I was
0 Seated on that TV and I would sit that
0 specific song
0 the song was so sexual
0 [Music]
0 the words themselves were very sexual
0 yeah
0 the way she was dancing was so sexual
0 yeah
0 I&;m a girl I&;m looking at this
0 I&;m hearing the weather section I&;m
0 seeing the words what what I&;m watching
0 on TV is also sexual
0 then I&;m seeing her make moves this was
0 like
0 this was like
0 it&;s not porn but it wants to be like
0 porn
0 but they&;re not making it obvious at its
0 porn yeah I don&;t know if you get the
0 point you know yeah because as a young
0 kid I&;m not supposed to be looking at
0 what you&;re supposed to be doing private
0 with your husband on that music that
0 that&;s private that&;s intimacy why are
0 you putting it on the screen
0 so as a young kid I&;m seeing this
0 every time I used to watch that video I
0 would get enticed
0 because now
0 I started I felt like I had a desire to
0 do
0 what I&;m seeing what you&;re watching
0 yeah
0 but then for some reason I was like but
0 I can&;t do it with a guy because I had
0 that fear
0 is that which class is that still
0 primary primary lower like yeah I think
0 like primary three now hmm
0 so
0 I was like I can&;t do it with that guy
0 because first of all I had that
0 conscious because people were used to
0 oversee this the senior ladies at her
0 school there was AIDS there was cheap
0 they would rape kids which those things
0 so they would tell us you know make sure
0 you do not uh uh indulge in any
0 sexuality because you will get eight or
0 you&;ll become pregnant if it imagine
0 I&;ve not even accepted my periods but
0 someone is telling me I&;ll get pregnant
0 when I have sex with a guy yeah those
0 are the city I like this the people in
0 schools who are giving words sexual
0 advice
0 so those are the things that I knew yeah
0 so I was like you know what
0 I had that fear already I can&;t indulge
0 with a what a guy yeah so what do I do
0 now let me imagine
0 yeah kids have this thing of imaginary
0 friends
0 kids do not have a problem with playing
0 by themselves if you&;ve noticed because
0 now their mind for them they have that
0 imagination kids with imagination it&;s a
0 huge thing yeah that&;s why I think the
0 devil attacks kids
0 he doesn&;t attack grown-ups it starts
0 from he starts from the childhood when
0 they are kids because he knows their
0 imagination is strong their belief
0 system in their imagination is strong
0 so they never attacked my imagination
0 because I was the kind of person who
0 would imagine a lord I would imagine I&;m
0 playing with someone and I would play
0 alone I would enjoy my what your life my
0 life I alone I didn&;t have to have
0 friends I would find all ways of
0 enjoying myself
0 the devil attacked that
0 and then I started imagining
0 someone
0 and the funny thing is that this person
0 would be a grown-up because of what I
0 watched on what on TV
0 [Music]
0 so I would want to do what I&;m what what
0 you&;re watching yeah and that&;s how the
0 habits
0 [Music]
0 time
0 I&;m telling you this is the truth God is
0 my witness
0 every time I would watch anything that
0 has any sexual sin
0 or any sexual you know act or what
0 [Music]
0 I would get stimulated
0 at a young age yeah yeah I remember
0 I remember there was a time when you
0 know
0 never underestimate children children
0 are so creative
0 that&;s the thing that yeah I know when
0 I&;m a parent
0 [Music]
0 I&;m going to watch over my kid with God
0 because I know the things that I did
0 I masturbated when everyone was in the
0 living room and no one ever knew
0 how
0 that&;s where I&;m coming I&;m bringing the
0 tea bringing the tea girl please so
0 these things of playing you know you&;re
0 playing you say that you&;re a young kid
0 you have your car on house you want to
0 do your own house you know you have your
0 car kitchen they are what what
0 sir already my siblings and my parents
0 were used to the fact that I&;m a child
0 but I remember that day I was watched us
0 from watching that music that same song
0 there was that specific song that I
0 would watch and every day they had to
0 play it and that&;s funny yeah and that
0 was the channel that played in yeah yeah
0 so I remember
0 I got a blanket so this is there is this
0 thing that we used to do in high school
0 it was cold
0 you get like a careless
0 in the dormitories they are decades yes
0 so you would put the list with them the
0 light shouldn&;t come in you know what
0 yeah yeah so that&;s the same thing that
0 I did when I was young
0 put the chair there and put the blanket
0 over the what the chair so that it would
0 could create that Tamed Vibe yeah
0 so
0 do I just look at me they&;re like she&;s
0 playing her own things so in my head I
0 was like let me make it obvious that I&;m
0 what I&;m saying
0 so I first made it obvious that I&;m
0 playing my things
0 I&;m cooking what what what those Mama
0 Natata things which should be cheap
0 I enter
0 he did the ACT
0 came back out continued what I was doing
0 and no one yet if one was inside
0 watching TV watching
0 imagine yeah
0 I&;m sharing this story maybe to help
0 parents yeah and to help people who are
0 going to be future parents yeah I think
0 actually that it helps parents more a
0 lot yeah because you do not know never
0 underestimate your child
0 do not underestimate your child be like
0 ah she&;s playing live huh do not
0 underestimate your child she likes
0 making tents yeah
0 but you do not know what is happening in
0 the tent let us buy them blocks exactly
0 they will make houses
0 big houses so I became more creative
0 yeah and funny thing is that deep within
0 me even as at a young age I knew that
0 what I was doing was no trade
0 yeah
0 yeah I knew I couldn&;t explain it but
0 deep down in me I was like that&;s not it
0 I was like let me just do it because I
0 even didn&;t know what I was doing yeah
0 hi Mary Richard primary gets done 57
0 gets done I&;m in my vacation
0 High School comes
0 another story hey High School comes I&;m
0 excited the chest is growing I&;ve gotten
0 hips puberty has knocked adolescence has
0 knocked you know you&;re excited vacation
0 you&;ve been watching all the movies of
0 high school you know School Musical high
0 school music or what what you&;re like
0 I&;m going to experience high school now
0 High School
0 High School is a different stage now
0 yeah because now
0 that is the most sensitive stage because
0 now that is the teenager yeah
0 so now
0 I think that have experienced when I was
0 in primary I&;m like now here I think I
0 have license
0 there are some things that I can allow
0 can have a boyfriend I can kiss you
0 because that&;s what the movies have
0 shown that&;s okay you know yeah as long
0 as you don&;t have sex you can hug him
0 you know the things that the world has
0 made acceptable yeah
0 so I was like okay and when I reached
0 there when I reached High School from
0 one form two that is when I know that
0 this is what they call Mr be sure oh the
0 what yeah because now
0 [Music]
0 we are those ones for them they already
0 knew what it was even when they were in
0 primary
0 probably because they had influence
0 because of their big brothers or big
0 sisters
0 so most of them would be like no you
0 know masturbation masturbation is okay
0 super masturbation has no problem it&;s a
0 normal thing sure as long you see they
0 have an advantages because number one
0 you don&;t get pregnant
0 number two you get satisfied number
0 three you don&;t get AIDS
0 so it&;s it&;s very good it&;s very good
0 and then the other thing is that you get
0 experience so that by the time you get
0 married you&;re not a Kachi Church
0 usually that&;s the trick
0 I think it also works with the primarito
0 say fornication that no just just trust
0 by the time you get married you&;re not a
0 boring boring spouse that&;s a lie so
0 ah that is how the influence the
0 environment
0 these things strong yeah
0 and uh still deep down within me because
0 I was raised also in the church that
0 consciousness of me saying that this is
0 not right because what am I hiding
0 if it&;s if it&;s really okay why am I
0 hiding yeah but I got to that point when
0 I was in high school
0 so now this is where the thing is that
0 when I was in high school because I was
0 always busy I didn&;t have time
0 true masturbate
0 that thing always used to happen either
0 when I&;m in holidays when I&;m chilling
0 or what or when the environment is like
0 safe for me like there is no one around
0 that is when that habit would come and I
0 wasn&;t because in high school I&;m in
0 boarding section I&;m not so much of a
0 person that watches what TV yeah
0 so when you come back in Holiday the
0 screen is there full time
0 and I remember I told you the more I
0 used to watch things that my used to
0 work to get stimulated and now from the
0 music videos movies
0 these days you do not have to go to a
0 porn site
0 to look for porn pornography is in
0 movies now yeah
0 you will see someone literally having
0 sex naked
0 in a movie
0 [Music]
0 and some of these movies are played on
0 National Television
0 where again it is
0 people think that maybe kids be sleeping
0 but there is a TV station that I
0 remember I watched a movie and I was
0 like oh my God
0 I just what yeah
0 how can you allow how can you allow this
0 this and moreover it wasn&;t even between
0 sex between man and woman it was between
0 men and men a sex scene
0 or national television
0 in the middle of the night
0 [Music]
0 so I got scared I was like wow now there
0 is someone out there who is watching
0 this and they are being programmed
0 so high school
0 laptops were there I would watch any
0 kind of movie you know some of these
0 movies I even didn&;t know they have that
0 yeah and
0 the church was very quiet because we
0 weren&;t saying anything about sex
0 education
0 the people who are actually saying about
0 six other perverted people the movies
0 are the ones that are teaching us about
0 sex they&;re teaching us that fornication
0 is okay they&;re teaching us that
0 homosexuality is normal they&;re teaching
0 us that kissing is normal they&;re
0 teaching us that masturbation is a
0 normal thing
0 that is why I had no problem with doing
0 what I was doing because someone was
0 teaching me it wasn&;t my parents and it
0 was in the church
0 there are people that God actually
0 trusts to teach us about his products
0 because sex is of god true
0 sex education is supposed to start from
0 the home itself
0 but how do I start telling my my dad or
0 my mum Daddy tell me about sex
0 [Music]
0 it&;s weird that&;s a very especially
0 African parents that&;s a very
0 uncomfortable they don&;t go there they
0 don&;t go there yet it is supposed to be
0 that way true
0 and if it&;s stuck if you&;re a parent and
0 you&;re talking you&;re talking to your
0 child about sex you&;re supposed to tell
0 them about God&;s perspective about sex
0 I agree yeah
0 so for me no one was telling me that
0 Samia was like whoever talks the loudest
0 is the one I&;m going with
0 that&;s usually the inclination it&;s a
0 many people exactly because TVs always
0 volunteer yeah information internet is
0 always volunteering a device are we even
0 actually read
0 um before the show I read that certain
0 research where a doctor was actually
0 saying that masturbation is good imagine
0 it&;s healthy something like like it like
0 there&;s something there&;s a word he used
0 that helps the body to do something I
0 was like okay but this is information
0 that is out there yeah but the biblical
0 perspective to sex is not out there so
0 anybody who lands on this fast on that
0 research first might be living because
0 it&;s what they they&;ve seen first for us
0 we say what why because we have a church
0 perspective we have God&;s mind regarding
0 it but many don&;t so I really agree with
0 you and I think it&;s just a reminder
0 even to us like church or parents
0 to find balance regarding that actually
0 one of the reasons as to why I find easy
0 to share about these stories because I&;m
0 going to give birth to a daughter and a
0 son yeah whether I&;m around or not
0 around yeah whenever they go on YouTube
0 or whatever technology will be there
0 they will find this story and they will
0 know
0 yeah
0 because the world out there has given
0 you see that devil is financing lies
0 he has no problem with financing lies he
0 will finance the lie because it&;s the
0 chief Liars deceiver yeah and that is
0 what the world is what believing even
0 people in the church they are struggling
0 with this thing yeah
0 people in marriages they are struggling
0 with the same issue but if you trust
0 everything it all goes back to when they
0 were young
0 that&;s what shall Drive downloaded
0 especially masturbation yeah especially
0 masturbation either when they were
0 teenagers or when they were still
0 toddlers
0 you know it&;s so it&;s so
0 so unbelievable yeah but yeah it&;s true
0 it&;s true me I&;m speaking out of
0 experience I hear you so you need to
0 continue on the point of a teenage beach
0 secondary school so you finish secondary
0 school so I finished secondary school
0 but by the time I finish
0 something goes had coming now it was not
0 only masturbation yeah fornication
0 [Music]
0 because remember I told you when I was
0 in primary I had that fear of I can&;t
0 indulge with a guy yeah
0 because you know because I&;ll get
0 pregnant and I&;ll get AIDS and I&;m still
0 young yeah so let me wait when I move
0 what age
0 High School kicks in senior three senior
0 for senior five senior six I get her
0 boyfriend
0 Fred boyfriends
0 I get boyfriends
0 you know so in my head I was like now
0 the person had an imaginary guy now I
0 have another guy so why don&;t I transfer
0 that knowledge
0 that I got of masturbating into now
0 my high school what time and I was like
0 let me do this physical and see yeah and
0 that is how the fornication gender so
0 started yeah
0 so now the thing with masturbation is
0 already you feel bad about yourself that
0 one has its own effects yeah
0 now
0 fornication
0 it also has its own what effects
0 I hated myself
0 I hated myself
0 but I would live in denial
0 I would find something you know that
0 thing that says that misery wants
0 company I would find ways of making sure
0 that I don&;t feel bad about what I&;m
0 doing
0 so I would always be in an environment
0 where people make it look okay
0 so that you don&;t feel sorry I don&;t
0 feel guilty but I remember that guilt
0 right now I have realized that that
0 guilt was a holy spirit leading know
0 that she but this is not who you are
0 this is not the life I want for you yeah
0 but then because of that Miser because
0 of that scene I was like
0 let me watch a movie to make sure that I
0 feel I don&;t feel guilty I don&;t feel
0 condemned and what and what other people
0 were doing it and your consoled I wanted
0 that environment
0 to suit the corruption
0 I do
0 so fornications that&;s accepted feeling
0 but
0 and really myself worth had reduced
0 because this thing whether I like it or
0 not it affects your self-worth yeah it
0 affects your academics
0 my parents I was I was supposed to be
0 chopped in senior three
0 because I used to I used to read
0 I used to read
0 but I think this thing
0 matches it is a psychological issue it
0 also affects you mentally
0 your brain capacity is low
0 because now you can&;t think for yourself
0 you can&;t even control yourself yeah
0 so that thing it&;s psychological and
0 mentally affects your brain capacity
0 your focus it affects you
0 so it affected my grades
0 I believe I was even supposed to perform
0 better in my form four
0 but
0 because of that issue those are one of
0 my regrets but I can&;t change that past
0 yeah you get yeah form six reaches
0 because now you&;re in fornication and
0 you&;re in masturbation at the same time
0 you can&;t even focus yeah
0 and the thing about masturbation and
0 fornication is that these things there
0 are so many things that follow because
0 now you&;re very good at lying
0 because first of all
0 I must a person at masturbates is a very
0 good liar
0 do you know how
0 I can sit here and even don&;t know that
0 I masturbate
0 those are the first class Hypocrites you
0 will ever find yeah because it&;s secret
0 it&;s secret so someone will show you a
0 picture a perfect picture of who they
0 are and that is a lie already
0 but it&;s them who know but it&;s them who
0 knows so they have to keep sustaining
0 that lie with other lines yeah
0 so the fact that I&;m giving you a
0 perfect picture
0 yet it&;s a lie
0 that is how I start now lying in other
0 in fact for that masturbate it&;s natural
0 for them to lie
0 because they&;re living because they are
0 living a lie already
0 yeah you get that point I do then you
0 start envying people
0 this thing opens those to so many things
0 so many things
0 [Music]
0 and that is how my life got disorganized
0 yet
0 I used to be in the church
0 you grew up in the church I grew up in
0 the African church but nobody nobody
0 knew and you are still okay going you&;re
0 still okay going back
0 but then at the same time in fact when I
0 was in high school I wanted to break
0 this thing but I did not know how
0 now I want us to go to that point which
0 was actually your Turning Point
0 I want us to talk about
0 um how you finally
0 overcame especially on the how yes
0 hey it&;s also hello I should get ready
0 yeah get ready for that tea
0 yes because it&;s a journey it is it&;s a
0 journey the thing about this spirit
0 because it&;s a Spirit by the way yeah
0 the thing about this spirit is that it
0 first keeps quiet and you think it&;s no
0 longer there
0 it might take one year
0 masturbated yeah four months and you
0 think I&;m okay I&;m good I too wonder
0 when it comes back and comes back harder
0 it&;s like an addiction it&;s like a
0 relapse yeah it&;s the same thing because
0 you are addicted to an imagination that
0 is not even there
0 addicted to our life you&;re addicted to
0 a lie so I remember there were days when
0 I would be like Nando&;s
0 I would even watch movies and I would be
0 like ah you&;re not moved I&;m not moved
0 I&;m like I&;m fine yeah
0 foreign
0 be like
0 whatever you don&;t see me and nothing
0 has happened
0 yeah but literally did I know that that
0 was a seed that I was sowing
0 the next year to come because whenever
0 like it would keep quiet maybe like
0 after a month even if I watched the
0 movie and I&;m not touched the next time
0 that I do that acts you remember what
0 was it I remember what was in the other
0 movie that movie that I just watched
0 previously
0 yeah so for me it was a roller coaster
0 Because deep down
0 I was like you know what I shouldn&;t I
0 should I shouldn&;t be doing this
0 I reached a point where God had opened
0 my eyes to see what this thing was doing
0 yeah I was tired of the fornication I
0 was tired of feeling that I was feeling
0 because this thing brings shame on you
0 it makes you feel bad about yourself it
0 makes you hate who you are it makes you
0 get angry at yourself
0 um
0 it makes you hate who you are and once
0 you hate who you are you will if you do
0 not love yourself you won&;t even you
0 will never receive the love of God
0 you will never even give that love to
0 other people because you already hate
0 yourself yeah yeah
0 so I reached a point where I was like
0 God you need to help me yeah when I said
0 that I didn&;t allow God to help me
0 I now started the self-righteous program
0 where I was like you know what now
0 according to my understanding this thing
0 comes when I am this and this and this
0 so when another feeling comes I&;m going
0 to take a cold shower
0 actually that&;s what they call self-help
0 I don&;t know you&;ve heard people who say
0 that um like like men who are like
0 addicted to alcohol addicted to women
0 that if you feel that just go to the gym
0 do an activity that makes your mind not
0 think about it the problem with you that
0 you think about it once you think about
0 it you give room to your mind then that
0 thought comes so what you do you go
0 jogging
0 yeah
0 if jogging doesn&;t work for you
0 that&;s so true like there&;s so many
0 self-help programs there&;s so many
0 people that have tried and they are
0 tired yeah they go swimming
0 come back come out of the pool sit there
0 as they are sitting then a woman passes
0 they&;re like you know whatever and
0 remember now you&;re you&;re your friend
0 you&;re like
0 and then surprisingly once you go like
0 to gyms like Kampala gyms no it&;s even
0 worse because even in the Jews people
0 sometimes go there and then somebody&;s
0 telling you you go to the gym distract
0 your mind and then there&;s this woman
0 who has come on uh that treadmill and
0 it&;s just anger she looks good she has a
0 nice figure and the way she has dressed
0 dressed ah and then I think also women
0 have learned the art of dressing up for
0 gyms and you&;re like you yep is this
0 what is going to help me yeah yeah so
0 take us through yourself righteousness
0 Journey
0 so I did was called shower things then
0 number two they don&;t work by the way
0 number today even wasn&;t things because
0 now your paws are open so your blood is
0 everywhere
0 so you want
0 now the sharing has not worked now
0 number two Let Me Be Clever whenever
0 this thing comes make yourself busy
0 what makes me busy when the when the
0 feeling comes I&;m going to do housework
0 [Music]
0 bro Now call a housework yeah after
0 finishing now call the housework after
0 finishing I would be tired I would sleep
0 I would wake up I would then watch a
0 movie in the night when I&;m tired and
0 boom comes back
0 so I tried everything
0 even this thing was where you go to a
0 person a pastor prays for you
0 that&;s one
0 I would pray but you wouldn&;t even know
0 what she&;s praying for so in my head I&;m
0 like God this better work
0 this better work
0 and funny thing is that probably it
0 worked but I wasn&;t guided on how to
0 maintain what you had received the
0 Deliverance I was supposed to receive
0 yeah because after praying it&;s now like
0 connected it&;s not like after vomiting
0 yeah then you go back and suck the vomit
0 back that is what I was doing after
0 being prayed for and then I still go
0 back to the same thing that stimulates
0 me
0 that is what I was doing yeah so
0 it&;s like God was like
0 finish everything when you&;re done
0 I believe God was just there sitting
0 looking at me I was like let her finish
0 all her self-righteous programs yeah
0 then I will step in yeah let her finish
0 all of them I finished all of them
0 by the time I finished all of them I was
0 like
0 I think I think this is ah this is
0 another line the Devil comes and tells
0 you
0 [ __ ] but you&;ve done everything you
0 could
0 you have done everything you could
0 [Music]
0 you&;ve done everything you could even
0 God sees that you&;ve got everything you
0 you could yeah
0 things can&;t they are not working it&;s
0 just not working it&;s just Who You Are
0 I&;ve been telling you this is a normal
0 thing so just chill Plus
0 it&;s not like you&;re going to die now
0 you know it&;s not like God is going to
0 love you less a devil
0 nonsense rubbish and I started believing
0 that yeah so why the devil was trying to
0 do he was trying to make me give up
0 the desire to get help to get help yes
0 and the thing is that the most beautiful
0 thing what I thank my parents for and
0 this is what parents should also learn
0 once you train up a child
0 in the will of God
0 no matter how stupid they become it&;s a
0 temporary situation
0 as long as you&;ve trained them in the
0 way they should go even if they go this
0 other way they&;ll find themselves coming
0 back yeah
0 yeah that that&;s them that&;s the best
0 gift my parents have given me they
0 trained me up not in the church but in
0 the way of God those are two different
0 things yes we need to be clear Yeah by
0 giving me that freedom to go to church
0 they put that they instilled in me that
0 thing of Shiba Saba
0 even when it was during family time they
0 would tell me ah even if you&;re young
0 even if you&;re the last boy today the
0 one praying for us I know like they
0 would train me yeah so that was a seed
0 that they were sowing because they
0 didn&;t know the attack that was coming
0 in my life later on yeah
0 and I believe that was the seed that
0 used to keep on pushing me and telling
0 me Shiba don&;t give up on yourself yeah
0 don&;t give up on yourself I would find
0 myself watching someone&;s on LTV and I
0 would be like but I need I deserve a
0 better life
0 I want to be happy I don&;t want to be
0 ashamed of myself I don&;t want to do
0 this and this and this until I was like
0 God
0 if you do not help me no one else is
0 going to help me and God was like yes
0 finally
0 without surrendered
0 how long
0 after how long yeah because man I mean
0 that&;s a truth yeah surrender but
0 sometimes you surrendered after 30.
0 after 50 years
0 because you have yourself righteous
0 program yeah so
0 I remember
0 it was one night I remember this night
0 oh my God so there was this revival it
0 was called a 77 days of Glory oh I used
0 to watch it I used to watch it I used to
0 go to church and everything but there
0 was this one specific night I didn&;t go
0 to church
0 but I stayed in the room I sit in the
0 living room and I was watching now those
0 Services were so powerful that that
0 service was at 7 00 pm and it would end
0 like at 4 3 A.M yeah
0 and that service
0 I slept cocorito I woke up
0 when I woke up there was this lady who
0 had come she was sewing Baba TV
0 and then she told pasta she was like
0 pasta I have an issue
0 she was a prostitute
0 [Music]
0 and she was like I am tired
0 of prostitution
0 I wanted to be born again
0 they was like okay
0 the the service shifted
0 it shifted I remember I was in the chair
0 it was at around midnight yes I was the
0 only one in the living room
0 and for some reason I woke up Randy
0 fresh saying that too low
0 so I watched that service they prayed
0 for the lady and immediately Pastor was
0 like now
0 if you&;re here and you have any issue
0 with sexual perversion
0 doesn&;t matter what issue it is
0 one
0 people were like
0 there were a few people that came
0 that person said it the second time he
0 said if you don&;t use this opportunity
0 right now
0 the devil is going to disturb you for
0 the rest of your life
0 some of you this is the only opportunity
0 to have because you don&;t know what is
0 going to happen tomorrow
0 I was shocked because I was like hey I
0 thought I was the only one
0 so there are people that had insists
0 people would have sex with their God
0 spiritual husbands
0 the perversion
0 the immorality
0 having sex with your cousin with your
0 with your mother the incess that was
0 there
0 fornication
0 adultery prostitution pornography
0 concerning sexual immorality
0 half of the church was in front half
0 [Music]
0 and most of these people funny thing
0 they were my age
0 but most of them were adults
0 I was shocked I was like I thought I was
0 the only one
0 and I remember Pastor said
0 your private parts
0 you&;re going to renounce this spirit
0 with your own lips
0 told them everyone touch touch your
0 chest touch here
0 everyone in charge even told he was like
0 namaba today
0 therefore you have no authority over
0 this is the temp of the Holy Spirit he
0 told us to say those things to make a
0 confession yeah
0 then after I started praying
0 so
0 he was like even those of you who are
0 watching on TV
0 say these things what what when I he
0 prayed for better the things that
0 manifested that day
0 I was scared but then in my head I was
0 like I also need this I also need this
0 maybe this is my time
0 so
0 I remember
0 I touched the TV the screen
0 and I was like God
0 I might not be there but my faith is in
0 you God if you do not do if you do not
0 deliver me from this good spirits
0 yeah
0 you&;re going to asham your name I
0 remember even used the word walai I was
0 like voila you&;re going to assume your
0 name you&;re the only one I have please
0 deliver me
0 I didn&;t
0 throw myself
0 so that demons manifest out of me no
0 [Music]
0 all I had was my faith
0 [Music]
0 safety all I had was my faith
0 and Pastor prayed
0 by a service sad
0 but while if this thing doesn&;t work
0 there is nobody there
0 even if it doesn&;t work there is no God
0 in heaven and after
0 there are other people that now came to
0 testify um they bought witchcraft
0 so then I switched off the TV and I went
0 back and slipped I went to my room and
0 slept
0 uh how long
0 number seven months to realize that I&;m
0 walking
0 [Music]
0 seven months
0 to realize that I&;m fine you actually
0 realized you didn&;t learn this okay yes
0 it
0 did
0 it date
0 then I remember
0 my sister she&;s a Holy Spirit-filled
0 believer hmm
0 choose to overput LTV so that is when I
0 got to know of a woman called Joyce
0 Meyer yeah so I started watching Joyce
0 Meyer then they used to put
0 um
0 that uh that same program
0 on the Ministries TV yeah where I pray
0 from yeah and I used to watch I used to
0 watch her
0 so she&;s to testify about her left and
0 I&;m like eh
0 hey
0 and she used to over talk about she&;s
0 more of a person that talks about like
0 she&;s very practical yeah with living
0 the Christian Life yeah very practical
0 give you steps
0 see I remember that&;s when I got
0 interest in reading now
0 I usually just not read the word because
0 of stories or what what but I would read
0 the word as
0 okay I need to renew my mind that&;s how
0 I get it started getting familiar with
0 the scriptures scriptures and what and
0 what and what
0 and I remember there was a program of
0 hers
0 no it was actually a TBN program and
0 they had invited her and she had a
0 couple of other ladies yeah the ladies
0 were telling they were sharing their
0 stories they were like you know the best
0 way
0 is not just reading the Bible but
0 studying the Bible
0 renew your mind make sure you no longer
0 go through this if you want to have a
0 change you have to do things that you
0 have never done if it means fasting fast
0 if it means pray you pray if it means
0 reading the word if you want the results
0 that you want you have to do something
0 you have never done and do not give up
0 keep on doing it yeah keep on doing it
0 so slowly by slowly that&;s when I
0 started reading the word I used to
0 listen to someone&;s
0 I used to be picky with the kind of
0 movies I used to watch yeah I totally
0 cut off secular music
0 it was a desire yeah I had died it had
0 died and that&;s the point of
0 transformation because if the desire is
0 still there
0 and once you watch you don&;t feel
0 remorse yeah I think that&;s the issue
0 that needs to be addressed yeah so I was
0 also careful with the kind of friends
0 that I had but I also used to pray I
0 used to tell God I&;m like God
0 I do not have control people they are
0 over my friends but if there is anyone
0 around me that does not honor you remove
0 them and you would find I would fight I
0 will just find a couple of girls they&;re
0 so talking to me we have not colored we
0 have not done what we have just stopped
0 talking
0 there was no connection anymore that God
0 does that yeah in a different seasons so
0 basically for me that was that is the
0 time I will never forget that night
0 it&;s so amazing how one night one night
0 she just delivered changed the
0 trajectory yeah of your life and I think
0 it&;s it&;s very important that we don&;t
0 take sometimes certain nights certain
0 services and you know for granted
0 because God can visit you anytime
0 imagine that day you are sleeping in
0 mind
0 imagine you see but God always makes a
0 way that you don&;t miss your your
0 breakthrough so I want you to look in
0 the camera and speak to a lady or a man
0 who is struggling with masturbation
0 before we close
0 wow
0 [Music]
0 okay uh
0 I&;m not going to say like a lot of I&;m
0 not going to give you like direct steps
0 this is what you need to do this is what
0 you need to do then after you do this
0 then after you do this there&;s no such
0 thing yeah
0 but I&;m going to tell you
0 that there is something about the word
0 of God
0 I promise you
0 I kid you not
0 you know when the Bible says that the
0 anointing breaks the Yoke
0 um
0 that anointing is the word of God there
0 is something about the word of God that
0 breaks breaks everything yes every year
0 yes
0 yes whether you like it or not
0 everything that I am today and I am
0 becoming is because of the word of God
0 yes
0 yes there is nothing I&;m going to tell
0 you Mania first seven days
0 prayer seven times a day the word of God
0 if you don&;t have that
0 because now the Bible tells us that
0 [Music]
0 we are a product of our thoughts
0 whatever a man thinking in his heart so
0 is he
0 yeah whatever you think you will become
0 so if you think about what the word of
0 God says you will become what the word
0 of God says yeah and the fact that
0 masturbation you see this sexual
0 perversion thing it all starts in the
0 mind sure that&;s why when Jesus came
0 Jesus said
0 Elder is not the issue
0 start with the thoughts yeah once you
0 look and think of a lady in a lustful
0 way you&;ve already committed adultery
0 even before you do it physically yeah
0 yeah
0 so Jesus was telling us the issue is not
0 the act the issue is where the ACT
0 sources from it starts from your
0 thinking yes before you do something you
0 think about it yes that&;s why God tells
0 you if you want to have a new life you
0 have to renew your mind on a daily basis
0 through the word of through the word of
0 God it&;s the one that renews
0 because the world out there you need to
0 understand the world out there has its
0 own theologies
0 it has its own things that it has made
0 okay
0 but all of them are lies if they do not
0 obey the word of God sure sure there are
0 a couple of scriptures in the word of
0 God
0 there is this scripture that I recently
0 wrote down
0 and you&;re going to see that it is true
0 yeah
0 so it is in Luke chapter 11 verse 34. it
0 says no one lights a lamp and then hides
0 it or puts it under a basket instead a
0 lot is placed on a stand where its light
0 can be seen by all who enter the house
0 yeah Jesus continues and says your eye
0 is like a lamp that provides light to
0 your body yes
0 when your eye is healthy your whole body
0 is filled with light
0 when your eye is unhealthy your body is
0 filled with Darkness
0 how was I able to get this thing of
0 masturbation is when I started seeing
0 what I was seeing on TV my eyes was
0 downloading Darkness yes my body yes
0 [Music]
0 that&;s why Jesus tells you if your eye
0 causes you to seed remove it what is
0 telling you if it is that TV or that
0 specific station that is making you
0 download things
0 the vehicle yeah
0 masturbation thrives through environment
0 It&;s Like A Parasite it&;s like a
0 bacteria or a virus if you sanitize your
0 hands
0 that thing has to die
0 now look at the word of God as a
0 sanitizer it breaks that environment
0 yeah
0 yeah just like a fish needs water to
0 survive
0 should meet perversion to survive
0 the word of God
0 that&;s why the word of God is the one
0 that kills every wrong environment yeah
0 because it renews your mind and then
0 your mind is is shaped by the word
0 exactly which is the point we&;re trying
0 to say exactly that once it changes your
0 perspective your mind gets renewed and
0 you realize that everything you had
0 downloaded even way back starts to be
0 washed away washed away washed away then
0 you you now start to become like a
0 vessel that is empty and the word of God
0 starts to feel you afresh afresh and you
0 become a completely new past person you
0 know God never wastes anything
0 it&;s funny how we do the physical things
0 yeah but God uses anything now let&;s
0 give this example let&;s say if I get a
0 Flash and a flash has a lot of garbage
0 let&;s say the flash has a lot of porn a
0 lot of sexual songs yeah
0 what do I do I go I delete everything
0 from that flash I formatted I clean it
0 yeah yeah that is what Jesus did
0 he cleaned us removed all that dirt yeah
0 and he made you empty of sin yes now
0 that flash would be useless if it&;s
0 empty because they&;re flush its function
0 is to download what and to keep stuff
0 data
0 so that flash
0 has to have something on it buying it
0 yes to help it function its purpose yeah
0 so what do I do
0 I go get that data that is useful and
0 for me and put it on the what the flash
0 actually you know Shiba recently I met a
0 lady who was asking me that how come
0 like every time she&;s prayed for she
0 gets delivered and then goes away then
0 sometimes like so she was tired of being
0 prayed for all the time and then
0 something manifests yeah she was like
0 sometimes I get so irritated now I no
0 longer go to event to be prayed for I no
0 longer go to church because I feel
0 embarrassed I&;m like the moment they
0 start to pray I might you get and and
0 you know the analog you&;ve just
0 explained for me explains it because if
0 you&;re delivered today
0 and Your Vessel becomes empty the flush
0 becomes empty and it&;s not filled with
0 the word of God actually the scriptures
0 say that that thing that went out of
0 them
0 others you see and come back if you go
0 back again after six months to be prayed
0 for now they&;ll be multiplied yeah and
0 that was an issue because I mean she
0 could go to church so casually like
0 whenever she feels like after so many
0 months and she had that same Mission
0 we&;re trying to be like you know you
0 have to feel your heart you have to feel
0 your mind with a word of God so that the
0 vessel is filled when those things come
0 back they&;ll find you occupied yeah and
0 maybe the last thing that I want us to
0 talk about is the application because
0 now the question there especially with
0 many young people is how to keep their
0 mind focused because now they know what
0 they need to do what they what they need
0 to fill their mind with but the question
0 is is um how
0 how do I actually feel my heart with the
0 word of God yeah well the thing is that
0 you do not have to wait for a pastor
0 teach you about the word of God yeah
0 much as it&;s also it&;s important so yeah
0 do it on a personal basis true because
0 the thing is about these sexual things
0 this sexual perversion you didn&;t have
0 to have someone to teach you
0 I don&;t know if it makes sense it does
0 like already something is already
0 teaching you the internet is teaching
0 you the what is teaching you and then
0 you&;re getting it and then you execute
0 executing it and the mother you do it
0 the devil uses the same principles the
0 more you do it the more better you
0 become
0 you become a pro
0 so now it&;s the same thing with God
0 you might not be a person that can read
0 like four scriptures a day but start
0 with one just start and this internet
0 has made things very easy here
0 there is a lot
0 there is a lot of material on this phone
0 that you can get yeah
0 you can&;t go to a hospital you have a
0 headache and you&;re telling them to give
0 you medicine for the liver
0 that is what we do
0 I cannot be having issues
0 with sexual perversion and then I go to
0 the Bible reading scriptures
0 [Laughter]
0 the things we do
0 you need to deal with the actual issue
0 yeah yeah the thing that you see why the
0 devil is thriving is that we are living
0 in denial and the Bible says much as the
0 word of God
0 is the power of God it&;s a sword it
0 hurts yes it hurts it&;s painful
0 but then medicine hurts
0 to to
0 when they&;re injecting in you it&;s not
0 it&;s not a thing that you enjoy yeah
0 when you&;re taking bitter medicine
0 panado it&;s not something that is sweet
0 that you can chew but it&;s what can heal
0 you so it&;s the same thing with the word
0 of God young people especially young
0 people we need to understand that the
0 word of God is not a religious book
0 life yes it self
0 it is not a book of religion it&;s life
0 do not approach the word of God as a
0 religious person
0 approach the word of God because that is
0 your life the word of God is the one
0 that created you and whatever creates
0 you sustains you
0 people need to understand the value
0 of the word of God
0 yeah young people you need to understand
0 the value of the word of God
0 doesn&;t call you stupid he doesn&;t call
0 you foolish he doesn&;t call you all
0 those bad things and call you
0 God doesn&;t call you you&;re homosexual
0 you are gay
0 he doesn&;t call you those things he
0 calls you his righteousness
0 there are so many the Bible even says
0 there are precious thoughts about you
0 they outweigh the grains of the sand but
0 how will you know those things if you do
0 not read and study and don&;t just read
0 study yes get a notebook
0 huh get your internet
0 go scriptures about avoiding
0 masturbation they are there
0 they are there they are there on Google
0 listen to someone&;s
0 listen to powerful preachers don&;t wait
0 for people to sit in order to tell you
0 what to do yeah
0 the holy spirit is there
0 he is your number one teacher
0 number two avoid your friends that talk
0 about the same thing because the Bible
0 says
0 that Bad Company corrupts what good
0 character
0 the truth is that you might stating are
0 you okay are you reading the word
0 everything
0 but you have to be careful with your
0 environment
0 if you do not change your environment
0 you will still be addicted to that thing
0 yeah whether it&;s the kind of movies
0 that you watch you have to be picky the
0 kind of movies that you watch the kind
0 of friends that you hang out the kind of
0 songs that you listen to
0 those things play a huge part
0 they play a huge part
0 surround yourself with people that know
0 the word of God that teach the word of
0 God this is why I have a problem with
0 people say um yeah I left church ah
0 I don&;t trust you if you left church
0 yeah
0 yeah be under covering
0 the word of God will because they know
0 there are some things there are some
0 spirits that
0 maybe the perversion Spirit they come
0 through generational curses
0 but it will take the word of God the
0 knowledge of God and the power of God to
0 break those jokes
0 there are some things that just come
0 because it&;s just a habit because of
0 your friends are doing it and once you
0 cut off their friends you&;re you&;re okay
0 yeah
0 so we need to be very Vigilant with our
0 hand I cannot oversize by emphasize
0 it&;s all clear thank you so much for
0 sharing I feel like this came with a
0 whole package of experience a whole
0 package of the transformation journey
0 and really how to help anybody
0 struggling and that&;s why this talk show
0 is here yeah so leading people to the
0 word of God for me that is it because
0 it&;s the word of God that that
0 makes us new beings I feel like leading
0 people to the word of God is the number
0 one
0 um solution to any addiction and the
0 truth is that we usually want to
0 to spice it up something smarter yeah
0 yeah you know you can you can do
0 therapists you can do swimming you can
0 do this and all those are good we are
0 not really like disqualifying them but
0 we&;re telling you something that is a
0 ton or something that will stay even
0 when other things have failed so thank
0 you so much this was um both a
0 transformative Journey but also came
0 along with many many ways on how
0 somebody can actually be delivered yeah
0 so thank you thank you thank you I don&;t
0 know if you have anything else to say
0 but I want us to close here yeah I&;m
0 good I would want to encourage him um
0 everybody who has watched us to go in
0 our comment section let us know what you
0 think about such an episode if you have
0 a story or you feel there&;s something
0 you&;ve let go in our comment section and
0 share please share share this with
0 anybody you feel could be struggling
0 share it mostly with young people and
0 some old people we are just here on
0 groups and stuff and then I spread the
0 knowledge okay so thank you very much
0 till next time bye-bye
0 foreign
0 [Music]
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